Lyrics for Breaking The Ground Loop:

Bleed
You know I really need to see you face to face
You know my seams are stretched a million miles away
I never get alarmed but I never get through it
Every time you do it, stunts your growth away

Well you know if you’re decaying by the smell
And if you never need the heat on you’re in hell
Never said a word that wouldn’t always ruin it
Walk right through it when the light says go.

Do you get beaten to the ground?
Do you go swimming just to drown?
Do you get damage to your head?
Do you just bleed into the snow to turn it red?

You know I’d really love to see you when you’re sane
But your face is always scrunched up in your pain
Standing in the light, your funny nose and glasses.
Speaking to the masses, seeming very plain.

You know you always seem so fearless when you fly.
You pick the shards of glass out of your eyes.
I never could know if I could ever get through it.
When you gonna do it? Where’s your flight or fight?


Crutches
I can’t tell you need it right
Sometimes we can’t get enough
Dazed and ill while I was gone
So why can’t you feel it now

It's so weird without you

So I'll buy another way
Age old fear your spirit dies
Miles to go and none elapse
When I sweat you fan yourself

It's so weird without you
It's so weird here without you

Long to save something
Long to please your head
Goes and throws your crutch away
One more day
One more day
One more day
Please don’t take your dream so sad
Feel I make you make it bad
bills who play have gone away
I'll somehow make you blame yourself

It's so weird without you
It's so weird here without you


Dim
It's just a way you promised to feel.
Is play pretend preferred to what's real?

Where do you go from here?
Where do you disappear?
How do you burn so clear, when you're so dim?

It's in the eyes, the vacancy stare.
A double life, a singular pair.

Where do you go from here?
Where do you disappear?
How can you burn so clear, when you're so dim?

It's no surprise all the things you feared most in life all come to pass
Your fall remains and engraves itself in your gut wrenching feeling,
Feeling, Feeling, Feeling, Feeling so faint

It's ok to pretend that no one is there.
You shiver; you’re naked and bathed in your fear.

Where do you go from here?
Where do you disappear?
How can you burn so clear, when you're so dim?

It's no surprise all the things you feared most in life all come to pass
Your fall remains and engraves itself in your gut wrenching feeling,

Feeling, Feeling, Feeling, Feel your gut wrenching feeling
(It's all I know, it's all I know, it's all I broke, it's all I know)


Special
Wish that I was like the other kids who played on my walk.
Used to be so observant, before my eyes were shot.
Out where my teeth have grown so long, they roll down into my neck to kill me.

Why did you make me special? (Oh what'd you do to me?)
Why did make special? (Oh why did you choose me?)
Why did you bless me at all?

Used to run with such a fever, my forehead so hot.
Used to speak in such a seizure, while swallowing my tongue.
Out where my teeth have grown so long, they roll down into my neck to kill me

You can't play if you're up and your syndrome is down.
Just a face in a cage when your head isn't round.
Left front strange, lose your change, when you hit the ground


Cookie
Eva's drunk it seems so sad, she falls down when she hails her cab.
Proudly displays her ballroom gown, drinks champagne like it's soda.

Has she wrapped herself? Has she wrapped herself? Has she wrapped herself?
Is she wrapped to tight for me?

Bandies about the upper hand, the world's most unprofessional band.
Go to her house, it makes you strange. She’s trading her handshakes for blowjobs.

Has she drank herself? Has she drank herself? Has she wrapped herself?
Is she wrapped to tight for me?

Tries to trace to one event when slightly crazed turned dangerous.
And swallowing the full amount
Will lead to drowning inside out


Charles M.
Have you seen that Lucille
She’s got my ball
Is it Adam and Eve
Or nothing at all
We were supposed to meet
By the swings today
In the park down the street

Where I go to play
She pulls it away
I fell on my face

That mean old Lucille
She hates my dog
He just dances with people
And has strange thoughts

She digs the kid up the street
And the music he plays
I tell her my problems

But she makes me pay
She pulls it away
I fell on my face
I fell on my face

Sometimes I think she sees inside to my gilded soul
Sometimes I think I could be anyone
Anyone at all

When I go to play
She pulls it away
I fell on my face
When she pulls it away

Just anyone


Secretive
You say your failure's so opaque
Send your players out to play
Piece of earth
Takes your breath
It drowns your grass with rain

You say your head is off the path
And so your body's in a wreck

Pay your gate
Secretive
It skins your graphs away

Time is out of once again
Fear is that it feels so safe.

You say the same is all the same
You feel the strength run from your legs

Pay the band
So drawn out
It marks your calendar day

Tried to save you tried to get away
Tries to see you, drives away
Tried to save you, tried to leave you

It feels just like I can’t come back
And I feel like I’m just a broken man.


Corduroy Dancers
Too worried cold and dirty
Wet my candle, you're perfect in my light
You overtake your candy.
The schoolyard hoods or a barn of pigs
The sun never shines on it never Basques in it's light
Producing wormy apples

She weaves a common thread
When she brandishes her strange clothes
She overcompensates when she's afraid

The ducks in a row that all roar with laughter
The rifleman says hey you've gotta shoot them on sight
Would you say that's an even fight?

There’s noise in the air from the corduroy dancers
No one has told them that friction is conducive to their heat
Smoldering their pants leg

She weaves a common thread
When she brandishes her strange clothes
She overcompensates when she's afraid
Of all her great unknowns
She overcompensates when she's afraid
Of all her great unknowns
Her great unknowns
Her great unknowns


Hollow
Hollow
when you feel you're feelin' hollow
when you feel you've got to swallow
when you feel you're feelin' hollow
when you feel
that it feels right to walk away from
just the air in an empty space
so you watch your ball as it bounce away
and you feel a million pounds of weight lifting.

feels so light without the weight you drag me down with


Caesar Romero
Speaking your part
Reeling from the shock
She gets it wrong

Seeming airtight
Newer things always seem so light
She gets it wrong

You said the world will never change things, everyone’s the same
After all it doesn’t matter who’s beat or doing the beating
Spring your coil,
Winning, now come claim your spoils.

You said the world will never change you, everyone’s the same
After all it doesn’t matter who’s beat or doing the beating

©2004 Sportin' Company (ASCAP) | lyrics by steve rouach




Lyrics from Imaginary bill:

Clark Kent   peel back your grape it's okay freed from your pod grim facade you turn me off when you turn me on what is it worth to save the day takes off his cape and flies away what is it worth to save the sun the freak that I've become when narrowed down to one freed from your lies x-ray eyes can't hurt or feel man of steel  

Polio   everybody's hostile pictures framed in self contempt and buying pre-smoked cigarettes and emptiness is freedom of the mind and soul feeding your pet polio the cries for help that fall onto deaf ears and die unheard can't keep all my pills down self-abasing merriment a father stabs his son to death is overjoyed for silence in his mind and soul stuffing your portfolio the cries for help that fall onto deaf ears and die unheard soils life for me permeates my kingdom always pushing re-set spoils my placebo

Wash I'll do her I'll do her I'll wash her hair and I'll tidy up like she wasn't there I'll see her I'll be her I'll watch her stare and I'll clean my house like she wasn't there and I'll wash the walls till the walls are clean and I'll wash my hands in the kitchen sink and I'll wash the sink where I cleanse my fear and I'll just pretend that I don't live here with some grave fear shined to a gloss when your just trying to bear your cross try to blend into my scene now your incriminating me all set for jail I'll see her I'll be her I'll watch her stare and I'll clean my house like she wasn't there and its physical like the evidence and I'll vacuum up every hair I missed and I'll clean the skin from her fingernails and I'll just pretend she was never here nothing where she once was smart she seemed to finish where I start useless limbs out from there sleeves now there is something in between

Troy Dorsey  there is life lips encased in plastic feminine illusions burst when she deflates every time he speaks a rave of ranting of bears that play the banjo the dunce has gone insane and if you think aloud they'll search until they find your whereabouts and if your teeth fall out I'll see your little smile laying on the ground in his mind naming unborn children consciously unconscious the dunce has gone away in his way feeling safe and stable cringing from the laughter the dunce has gone insane it's like you'd read about they'll search until your dead and in the ground you get your teeth knocked out I'll see your pretty smile laying on the grass the dunce has gone away 

Bottom Feeder   it's always nice to see you with your pillow face it's always nice to be you in your ripe old age when I feel down feel the sound  wetting me washing over like a wave it's always strange to breed you in your briny rage it's always strange to see you in your liquid cage I'd like to throw you out gasp for air my bottom feeder breathe some water float around for me it's always wrong to see you float in such a state it's always wrong to deem you with your porcelain fate 

O.C.D.   on medication a butter for my bread that makes me act like other folks with voices in their heads won't you stay with me play with me a strange fascination a plane that never lands I shave my body until it's bare and wash my face and hands obsessed with my compulsion I'm forever counting 1 2 3 4 turn the lights on till I break the switch touching everything I see 3,4, times wash my hands so germs won't make me itch scour while I'm cleaning washing as I clean  I'm thinking that I never sleep and run like a machine fills my prescription fills my heart with dread it makes me do the strangest things and makes me sweat in bed he's down roll him over the ground 

Pantomime Horses   carnival horses stapled to their carousel running in circles faces long and  growing old well I've seen their eyes roll back to whites they drive away somewhere to save their manes of hair somewhere else trapped in their courses cursed for every lie they said wishing for sugar whey can't eat with plastic heads I've seen their faces cracked in places flies away somewhere to hide their riding gear somewhere else it feels like glue so very frightening thoroughbreds run fast like lightning don't do me when you talk to my head when you talk through my head 

About Her Toupee   can I be saved I've read about it in the airport tracts she thrust upon me when I flew somewhere she swarm around me like a bird of prey she said the strangest things be strong be seen bee's for the may queen be sure be brave be sore about her toupee and I feel chased I see conviction in her milky eye a zeal her mind chose to facilitate a fear of everything I don't want to say that I'm empty I don't want to say that I'm there I don't want to share what I'm feeling I don't want to care 

Doped Up   she pops a valium on the fly she does a shot to wash it down  she's doped up she's roped up she's doped up she's soaped up the red ones serve to wake her up the blue ones serve to help her cope hey mister don't waste your time with that girl because she's strange  she's on a down head her down head's derailing your train she's on the verge of nothingness she's balanced on her medicine 

Tom Brokaw   feels so vile been there with bells on serves in style swims with my clothes on so evolved so revolved so dissolved self-involved looks like grime dirt pack hair style  spread-in stains those were the pants you owned talks about your lives and jobs talks about your house and cars so far looks like nasty weather get some sleep you filthy beggar

Tell the Ice Cream Man to Wait never fills your expectations always flirting with damnation and you're filled with exclamations of a bright tomorrow and the violence never fading cause its all degenerating and we'll break or steal what we cant beg or borrow so don't rescue me I'll be what I'll be its easy to see blood bath today I'm hoping its contagious cause I'm feeling quite courageous once we're dead we'll all be ageless in a bright tomorrow and you're never quite on time you're always stopping on a dime and it feels like such a crime to be filled with sorrow and I never really cared once the dirty laundry's aired everybody stopped and stared blood bath today

My Rusty Trombone  she won't leave me alone she'd reach around when she flips me over and down she brush against my back with lips so round her fingernails with her gentle tease and her breeze she writes her name with my pen  her breath in my back she pours herself in my crack she seems so happy when chilling me with her breeze she tosses salad so feverish in her pace she'd reach around and caresses me when she squeeze she makes my hair stand on end she puts the whisk in my broom she ties my knotted balloon  she got my rust on her face but we can't kiss cause her head is out of play my rusty trombone



©2000 Sportin' Company (ASCAP) | lyrics by steve rouach